I hate money. I really do. I hate the burden that it is to me. I hate how it makes me feel like I need it to survive in this world. I hate that I find it so easy to see it as my sense of security. I hate how it effects my moods at times.
Money is one of my main enemies right now and I feel like I'm trying to win this battle over it on my own.
All the while, God is trying to get a few things across to me:
-Do not let the burden of money control you
-I alone am your security and survival in this world
-I am bigger than your worries and closer to you than your problems
-Unload on Me your burden and have faith that I will take care of you
I type those out, but that definitely doesn't mean I'm fully living it out. My brain knows this, but my heart needs to truly believe it through obedience.
Argh, how I hate money.
- Mariko Marie
- grateful daughter/protective sister/committed friend/surrendered believer/adventure finder/hope seeker/servant-of-love
1 comment:
Thanks for sharing what God is trying to teach you. It's a good reminder for me as well.
P.S. the security word it's making me type in to post this is...retard.
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